24.

There have been moments. There have been moments when I felt you were here, but differently. You told me from the other side, "Believe when it's beyond reason to believe". These moments dull the pain, somewhat. But these moments, they pass. While wonderful, they're not all the time. But it's enough to give me some sense of peace. Peace of mind knowing that you're out of pain. It was so hard to see you in so much pain. There have been some things that have happened since you passed that make me believe you are still here. There is just no other way to explain them. And when my doubt creeps in, I remember the message you left for me, "Believe when it's beyond reason to believe". I have faith that you are on some other plane, in some other dimension, and that you are doing everything you've ever wanted to do. I will stitch all of these moments together. They will form some kind of fabric - something tangible to remind me that you are still here, just in a new way. I am doing my best to keep my heart open.